Collapse Diary

This is a place where I keep track of thoughts or insights that I share. If they resonate with your own process, feel free to integrate them in your own way.

06/10/2025 - The End of Spirituality Is Process
Spirituality itself is an attempt to understand processes that cannot be understood. Because the act of understanding is itself a process.
There is nothing but process. No outside, no observer, no ultimate knower. Every thought, emotion, and insight is life observing itself through new configurations.
The universe is not made of things but of transformations. Every cell, every storm, every myth, every civilization. Patterns of energy folding into themselves, consuming themselves, becoming new.
So there is no enlightenment to reach, only recursion to realize. We are not watching life from the shower. We are it. In it, with it, by it.
This is not nihilism. It's intimacy. The wave does not need to know the ocean to be the ocean.

05/10/2025 Living in direct relationship with impermanence. Loops, systems, recursion, not fixed forms.